This time we're not giving up

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2008-04-25T04:55:30Z

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dirtytango @ 2008-04-22T20:29:00

2008-04-22T12:30:08Z

my lj has virus O:

dirtytango @ 2008-04-17T00:44:00

2008-04-16T16:46:01Z

Nobody understands.

dirtytango @ 2008-04-13T23:42:00

2008-04-13T17:33:07Z

alright,im pretty excited about my new timetable.i hope i'll get nice classmates.
i want to get into colour composition!
they should have cds such as photoshop and photography and cooking,instead of the usual ones like psychology,sociology,public speaking.. :/
but thank god we dont have nosensical cds such as business mandrain,which they teach business mangement in chinese.
anw,here are my resolutions for the new sem :D
[oh man,ch is going nyp.nyp is like freaking far,i have to travel across the island just to see him :/]

Resolutions for the New Sem:
1a.DO ALL TUTORIALS. 1b,PRINT ALL TUTORIALS AND LECTURE NOTES
hahahahh i din do 90% of my tutorials last sem.i dint even rmber having my tutorials and lecture notes with me :/
2.BE PUNCTUAL
yesyes,its healthy to wake up early.save cab fees+money for clinic too.
3.SLEEP EARLY.
i went to do facial at bioskin the other day and the person asked me if i wanted to do the eye lightening prog cos my eye circles are very dark ):
4.TURN UP FOR ALL LECTURES
lol i went for phbee's lectures thrice and ferlin's twice during the whole sem

yes i think thats about it.
lets see how long i can tahan this hahahahahha.

today is a nice+boring shopping day with ppk+company.

orchard is flooded with temasekians selling their mass cip thingy and i bought a limited edition uno cards from my bro's friend.
so happily,i thought i could play uno anywhere,anytime with these mini cards.to my horror,my bro just tld me that in one packet theres only half a deck.WTFFFFFFFFFF.kena conned please.and theres this girl who approached me to buy the uno cards and tld me she saw me in tms before O.O i thought i was low profile and looked horrible during those days O.O

hair appointment,shopping,watch+hairband+belt,dinner w ppk
[i bumped into (ting2+ying2)x2!!][i bumped into shuyin OMG hahahahahahah]
i can officially proclaimed that ppk+i are the most romantic people on earth cos we walked from far east to cityhall.

ooooookaybye.11am to 7pm in school tmr )): wish me luck.
cos I DONT KNOW WHOS IN MY GROUP ):

red purple brown or....green? :/

2008-04-07T13:17:53Z

photoshop did wonders!!!
im like super cool please.
now i dont have to fret over what colours should i go for so that it turns out nice,COS ITS ALL THERE NOW HAHAHAHAAHA.

okay i admit the green is weeeeird.

i'll do whatever it takes

2008-03-25T18:39:47Z

hung up.
he listened to what i said.
he needs to see.evidence of the change.

and it has to be long-term.

how long is long term?days,months,or years?

after so much thinking and crying,i finally thought through and told him everything.
instead of pacthing up/keeping him,he said he needs to see,not listen
it felt like a slap right in the face.
but im not going to back out.
i felt the change,i need him to feel the change too.or rather,see the change.
and i really need to take note of what words i used.cos when one word is use in a wrong way,it can change the meaning of what ure expressing.i say the wrong things at wrong time.
and,i really think im retarded.his brain works too fast for me

im going to use this to prove how much i love him.

hang in there,u have reached the probation stage.
you can do it.you can get him back.

do not bring your emotions to work

2008-03-25T18:19:43Z

i have thought it through.

i am on the right track now.i hope so.
alright,quit hoping.

taking a whole new way to deal with the old problem.
im enlightened.
i really want it to work out well,i've even got my 'speech' ready.
you called just now,i was in total shock.
you said u wanna talk,but i was on the bus,so you want me to reach home first.
but when i told you that i've reached home,you dint reply after that.

i,really and truly,want to fly to see you right away,solve all problems and let things back to normal again.
but i know i have to control myself,take things slowly.
since im so determined to get you back,den i should apply the same determination in controling myself.

drama happens.
we're only 7 seats apart.
and i could only turn away when u saw me

i can feel that i have changed.

i hate the radio

2008-03-24T03:55:36Z

i feel like i am living in my own world.
everyone is gone.where has everyone gone to?

within these 3 days,i
spilled water on my top while drinking water,(x2)
almost trip and tall while walking,(x3)
almost got knock down while crossing the road, (x2)
packed customer's shoes in the wrong box, (x2)
wrote the wrong article number on the memo, (x2)
broke down at scotts during work,(x1)
broke down on the bus/mrt (x4)
felt each day feels like a week,(x2)
wished i dont have to knock off from work (x3)

2 more days to 15th month.

i dont want it to come so soon.
everything reminds me of you.

you are doing it the wrong way.it hurts even more now.
my mind is exploding.

dont leave,please?

i had a major hair loss.

2008-03-15T09:25:49Z

OMG MY HAIR.be shocked.
cos shereen,alison and cheryl ann all had the :O expression last night.

private sales was good.chiong-ed non stop hahaha and my legs are bruised and my muscles are screaming in pain the next morning when i woke.ive got only one off day for the next two weeks.goodgame man!thankgod i'll be at wisma promo and scotts,the two familiar places.

joey's dance concert was abso-fucking-lutely fantastic!!!it was breath-taking and all three of us went crazy from all the cheering and screaming when she solo-ed.hahaha and coincidentally we sat infront of her other friends so we all cheered like siao gin nahs whenever she appear on the stage.joey's really good :D

okay goodnight im going to sleeeeeeeeeep.

dirtytango @ 2008-03-03T21:35:00

2008-03-03T14:28:21Z

i seriously need a notebook or organizer or whatever to keep a record of where all my money went to.im so broke that i can hardly afford bus fares.and i have not/did not done any shopping yet!zzz.must be all the food and cab fares >:[

alrighty.exams are over,holidays are here,and im bloody broke.okay.im gonna learn how to save.
im so glad that everything's alright now.

sushi buffet,job interviews,towning,chilling at tm,tms,catching up with mt,city harvest,chilling at plaza sing.random mornings w bf
1.sushi buffet is crazy.
2.job interview at venture era is total crap.
3.towning is sick
4.tm is randomly nua/chill with eileen
5.tms is fun with cherylann and huiyan
6.catching up with mengting w eileen is fantastic.food eating competiton LOL.
7.city harvest makes me sinful.yulan+her friends are niceeee!and i saw erika too :DD
8.plaza sing is randomly nua/chill with fel.

1.

HAHA.CLASSIC!!1!

6.

:DD joshua's mp3,mengting's tummy,taiwan kids,whiteboards,centreparting man,LAOWANG HA HA HAHAHAHAHA

7.

FIR!!!!!!!

okaybye.

i dont want to give up

2008-02-29T15:41:03Z

im going crazy,psychotic,whatever u call it.

dirtytango @ 2008-02-23T19:31:00

2008-02-23T11:37:52Z

FUCK!

okbye.

dirtytango @ 2008-02-20T22:58:00

2008-02-20T15:05:55Z

im fucking sick of doing mindmaps!even though my mindmaps are damn chio and colourful but whatever mannn im still very very very sick of mindmapssssssssssss,and i got 5 more chapters to go and fuck la lsm and crim not touched yet i dont even have the tutorial sheets and i dont understand microecons graphsssssssssssss!paper is on friday and its going to be thursday already and im having headache shoulderache backache!ahh im getting old.

edit:
thank goodness econs paper is at 230pm!PM SIAL.then i dont have to worry about oversleepingggggggg :D
i see a tiny weeeny hope in my econs now,
okay back to mindmaps >:(

dirtytango @ 2008-02-17T00:10:00

2008-02-16T17:03:49Z

Pre vday+valentine's day was good,although the part about hunting for presents killed most of my brain cells,not that i have a lot to start with,and school ended late therefore i cant have my surprise dinner but im glad that he loves the surprise presents veryveryvery much and i love the dinner+surprise flowers veryveryvery much so it makes up for everything :) no presents from classmates or whatsoever cause ive got kisses from the girls :))

honey youre so cute that i cant get enough of you and its turning into an obsession,and i still love you even though most of the time u fall asleep before you can tuck me into bed and kiss me goodnight so end up I AM the one tucking you into bed and kiss you goodnight.and i still miss you even though you never make the bed in the morning and i cant wake you up for work/school cos you really sleep like a pig and i end up sleeping like a pig too.nevertheless i know u still love me because i know you do and that is why honey youre so cute that i cant get enough of you and its turning into an obsession,and i still love you even though most of the time u fall asleep before you can tuck me into bed and kiss me goodnight so end up I AM the one tucking you into bed and kiss you goodnight.and i still miss you even though you never make the bed in the morning and i cant wake you up for work/school cos you really sleep like a pig and i end up sleeping like a pig too.nevertheless i know u still love me because i know you do and that is why honey ure so cute that i cant get enough of you and its turning into an obsession,and i still love you even though most of the time u fall asleep before you can tuck me into bed and kiss me goodnight so end up I AM the one tucking you into bed and kiss you goodnight.and i still miss you even though you never make the bed in the morning and i cant wake you up for work/school cos you really sleep like a pig and i end up sleeping like a pig too.nevertheless i know u still love me because i know you do and that is why i love you :)

dirtytango @ 2008-02-12T20:32:00

2008-02-12T14:17:28Z

thank you everyone for the fantastic surprises :D

thankyou xinyi caiyun huiwen huixin huiyan rachel yong alessya joycelyn baochuan lech kohseng gabriel nas huiyu eunice taotao weiquan madeline adam wei choy fuji chris mira kandis miner and dragon for the birthday wishes,
thankyou ally+joeeey+shereeen for the pull&bear necklace(it came just in time!),
thankyou denise+ppk+sherylk+yq for the surprise cake in school,the marshmellow fight was awesome!chilling session after school at starbucks was great,laughed for 4 hours straight!
thankyou bf+eileen+fel+cherylann+shirley+cs for the surprise celebration!it was really very very convincing and very very touching and ohmygod i fell into the trap right from the start!i wanted to hug everyone but my arms are too short to hug everyone at the same timeee.loved the messages on the shirt,loved the surprise planned,loved the balloons,loved the presents!u scheming poks.bf can actually hide from me for so long!i love you,for bringing me to eat ou ah jian.LOL.ahh i felt all the love,ALL. :DD
its really the best birthday celebration so far,two surprises in a day!

thankyou everyone for making my 18th birthday the best birthday ever.
i love you guys (:

i really thanked every one!

dirtytango @ 2008-02-06T22:08:00

2008-02-06T14:08:23Z

i hate chinese new year. >:(
because i have to stick around with my family and go around visiting people whom we only see once a year.
because sticking around with my family means more quarrels
because girlfriends will be busy house-visiting and i cant meet themmmmmmm
because bf will be at the other side of the island and i cant meet himmmmm
because the malls are not open until the third day of cny
because the internet connection is in a pmsy mood and once it fails to connect my lappy to the internet,my only source of entertainment is gone.

its only cny's eve,and im alrdy rotting at home.not to mention that the family just quarrelled over who to order kfc for dinner.

im missing my bf.i want to snuggle up to him and sleep until cny is over.
}:

dirtytango @ 2008-02-03T22:39:00

2008-02-03T14:58:51Z

i wish you were here with me, tonight

dirtytango @ 2008-02-03T19:38:00

2008-02-03T12:11:56Z

im all alone,cold and freezing.
im dying in the midst of doing tort.
AT EIGHTEEN CHEF.
their air con machiam free one i tell u.

yes i can see peckki & alison giving the "eighteen chef again?!' faces.

hahahaha.well tooo baddd,they're playing the olivia ong cd again.and as usual,i get free drinks!

alright.tort law sucks big time.
sponsor me cases,anyone?
im dying while researching for cases.
hahaha

im ps-ed by bf.wtfuck pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee.
im hoping he'll drop by here.
and the possiblity of that happening is 1/4595934568203409234 ):

okay back to work ):

PS, shopping ytd with girlfriends was superb.

dirtytango @ 2008-01-29T00:46:00

2008-01-28T16:37:03Z

dearest ally want to me post that she had officially declared her love for me
sorry guys,shes mine :DD

alright updates.
denise+sk+ppk came over to dye my hair black.my hair is now as black as my eyeliner.
cereal shopping with ppk was fun,but the cereal diet was a complete failure cos she bomb half the packet of Post's honey waffles,and she stole sk potato wedges.
law arts night was fanatastic.loved the songs performed and ferlin's speech made everyone cried.
and oh!shereen declared her love for me on that night :DD
practice on sat was horrible cos xy and i hunn-ed through 70% of the songs.hahaha.roamed around far east alone cos i was trying to find christine's shop.yes being a direction idiot,i cant find it in the end.

went eighteen chef with ally today cos we got nowhere to go.surprise surprise,bumped into joey+gen+eunice at safra.
the cashier at 18chef is really cute.think shes 16.their homemade ice lemon tea rocks.

its 12 more days to my 18th birthday.till then i can show off to the 7-eleven cashier whenever i wanna buy alcoholic drinks.LOL.
i can foresee that i will be mugging then ): thats bad.very very very bad.

cny's coming.i hate new year.

tortlaw+psycho=killer.

Pictures Post

2008-01-23T15:14:56Z

Pictures Post.

sugarloaf

cereals shopping with peckki

random day

What would you do if my heart was torn in two?

2008-01-20T07:38:01Z

Now that I've tried to talk to you
And make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands
And touch me
Hold me close, don't ever let me go
More than words
Is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
'Cause I'd already know

dirtytango @ 2008-01-07T09:24:00

2008-01-07T01:45:32Z

Morning glory.ho ho ho.
lsm is boring shit.
and monday is lsm day.fuck those monday blues.
school's being a bitch.

the old jerome is back :O

he is BAIK.ha ha ha

2008-01-05T14:20:59Z

happy thirdday dearest nose piercing
i promise i will take good care of you,
showering you with endless love and care
im sorry
im going to abandon you next week,
so that i'll learn how to treasure you before youre gone.
because all good things will come to an end.

dirtytango @ 2008-01-02T01:40:00

2008-01-01T18:01:35Z

i love this year's new year countdown.
ponned classes and went over to cheryl's place.
play mahjong,all night long.
best.at my place : DD
cooked pasta,sheperds pie and made salad :9
cheryl and eileen stayed over (:
its a pity that shirley couldnt come ):
slpt at 7am.gosh.
and that morning i woke at 5am :O
slpt at 7 and woke at 12.slacked a lil and went over to eileen's place.

cant wait till next year's countdown.
countdown to a new year,and the end of my freaking curfew.hurrh.
ive got no life.
no,ive got a sad life (:

2007 had been a great year.great people,great changes
i like (:

dirtytango @ 2007-12-29T17:21:00

2007-12-29T09:58:13Z

i hate to see you like this.
you're going to collaspe very very soon u silly girl.
its unfair to us and unfair to you
and most importantly is bad for your health
lets care and share
remember the promise okay?
i dont want to see u like this ):

xmas season is love.
eve was spent at ch's gramma hse with his family.it was a heartwarming gathering session.after that he left me sobbing and crying like a panda.it was all a joke.i swear i really thought it was real.please do not crack this kind of joke anymore,someday i'll get a heart attack (: countdown to our first year anniversary <3 after which the girls came over my house at 1am cos i got curfew (:
first day of xmas was spent mostly at my hse and his hse.after that was surprise dinner at indochine with ch.good food,good music and most importantly,good company <3 pure bliss :)
second day of christmas was spent with sinyee in the morning roaming around town.after that met ch for redhill and bugis for foooood,later on in the evening was 4R06 chalet :)
third day of christmas was spent at scotts private sales.830am till 1030 pm really burns me out.my elbows are brusied from the climbing of shelves and my legs are sore from the rushing and stepping on customers feet.working with singnee is fun!although theres no mussels this time.haha.michael is funny too!his answers equal to no answer,and his voice is so flat.haha.coincidentally ch was transfered to scotts from taka so i had a fun time poking him when i was rushing to get shoes.i bumped into jiayu there as well!had fun disturbing her and her colleague.i bumped into taoahlian!kept making faces at her while serving.haha.
fourth day of christmas was spent on psycho proj.urghh finally film finished the whole commercial.had a short mj session and went hunting for cd shops.thankgod jashawn reminded me to choose cds for next sem,if not i'll register late like the last time.
fifth day of christmas,woke up by yuqing's phone call,found my lips bleeding :O
dammit.today is stay-at-home day.

i miss you ):
okaybye.