hung up.
he listened to what i said.
he needs to see.evidence of the change.

and it has to be long-term.


how long is long term?days,months,or years?


after so much thinking and crying,i finally thought through and told him everything.
instead of pacthing up/keeping him,he said he needs to see,not listen
it felt like a slap right in the face.
but im not going to back out.
i felt the change,i need him to feel the change too.or rather,see the change.
and i really need to take note of what words i used.cos when one word is use in a wrong way,it can change the meaning of what ure expressing.i say the wrong things at wrong time.
and,i really think im retarded.his brain works too fast for me

im going to use this to prove how much i love him.



hang in there,u have reached the probation stage.
you can do it.you can get him back.